It's been odd to be honest with you.
I've wasted way too much time thinking about things that have happened and way too much time worrying about things that might happen; to a really ridiculous degree. It got quite overcast for a while.
I'm not 100% over all that stuff but I'm so much better these days and every single day is better than the last. I'm stronger mentally as a result of this process and for that I am thankful.
Everyone who's been there to chat over these last few weeks, thank you so much. You've no idea how much you've helped me out. I'm fine, trust me. I'm just a bit more aware somehow, but maybe that's more to do with getting older.
There'll be more from me soon in the upcoming weeks I'm sure. Things are starting to make a bit more sense and the clouds are parting, as I sit and contemplate about how I ended up here and just what is going to happen next.
That's the whole point of all of this in so many respects I think.
I'm fine.
We're all fine.
The cracks in the ice will be there whether we spend days looking at them or not.
All we can do is keep on walking and not waste steps on where we stumbled before.
Everyone who's been there to chat over these last few weeks, thank you so much. You've no idea how much you've helped me out. I'm fine, trust me. I'm just a bit more aware somehow, but maybe that's more to do with getting older.
There'll be more from me soon in the upcoming weeks I'm sure. Things are starting to make a bit more sense and the clouds are parting, as I sit and contemplate about how I ended up here and just what is going to happen next.
That's the whole point of all of this in so many respects I think.
I'm fine.
We're all fine.
The cracks in the ice will be there whether we spend days looking at them or not.
All we can do is keep on walking and not waste steps on where we stumbled before.
Until next time my good friends.
Take Care.
Speak Soon.
Ben
Take Care.
Speak Soon.
Ben
